wat am i thinking abt??

dis few days.....i'm thinking n considering d next step i should go...but i still din hav a decision yet....penny told me can't trust his words....yea i think so....but sumtime, i reli do trust him....or am i stupid??hav i fallen too deep??i think there's an U-turn rite??i hope there is....i felt very dissappointed whenever he din reply me o wad....reli dissappointed....but wat can i do??i'm thinking to meet him 1 more time.....jz 1 more time....1 more time, i'm satisfied......b'lieve me......